It was my first ever concert. And gosh, was it great. I reached at 6++ and it was already jammed. The line was so long, i'm guessing it was more than 200m? Met marcus and matthew, but they have vips, and i don't. Damn. After that met kw and joined the gang.

As the "guard?" checked us before we go in, he TORE my ticket to halffff...and I was planning to keep it or maybe even frame it. Damn, I felt my heart thorn into pieces. Life goes on. While putting my heart back together, i saw the single toilet booth. It was so cool, as it was my first time seeing it,lol. The toilet was great. The only problem was that the flush was abit retarded. Didn't expect to get the front row. So, it started quite late, with the MTV VJs opening the show. Denise looks great in real life. I guess she just looks weird on TV.

First performance was one buck short. Couldn't get a single word they were saying. After all, rapping in Bm sounds wrong..it's like an elephant croaking. Estranged was good. Especially the song Itu Kamu. The last local singer was LO. JASON LO. All i could remember was after his 2nd song, i got frustrated and impatient. I CAME HERE FOR GOOD CHARLOTTE DAMMIT.

After their 100 hours of fame, it was time for the MAIN EVENT. Had to wait 30 minutes for that. Ended up watching Astro channel 71 on the big screen. I figured they had some technical diff. backstage, ppl keep checking the guitar. Many ppl were already tired, luckily i slept after the xcountry. Besides that, a girl who's a stanger(Not bad) kept pushing me. Well, I didn't complain.

Finally, GC came out. Joel looked very cool and Benji, well looked like Joel with a skin head. Their performance were wicked, people jumping, bumping, sticking their ass out, climbing on other ppl, pushing, and taking their shirts off. Hey, i saw Marcus' head on the big screen twice. Couldn't see Matthew lim, wonder why.........

After the performance, went home with marcus and matt. Reached home at around 1. I wasn't sleepy, so I grabbed a can of Carlsberg(a can of beer a day is good for your health), and watched the OC SEASON 3!!!!WOHOOOOOOO0000000oooOOOoo0... Slept at 5.

Next day, got scolded by parents because I overslept. Sunday..supossed to go to church. I was dreaming something nice(I remembered it was nice but i forgotten what it was, the mystery of dreams) until my parents woke me up when they came back from chruch and lunch. Ouch man, it was almost 3. And i realised, I did not eat for the last 24 hours. Except the beer.

Evening, went to speedy and bought THE BEST DAMN THING. Avril Lavinge BABY. The goddess of goddesses. It was like Christmas coming early. Until i listenned to it though. Suddenly it became Armageddon. In the end, I regretted buying it. Should've gone for MCR or GC. Hell, I'm guessing a Hilary Duff would be more worth it.

Listening to The River by Good Charlotte

Today, I've completed a game called Resident Evil 4, which is supposed to be a horror and scary game, with all the zombies with rocket launchers. Even zombies "maju". Last time use their hands now use guns.... Actually, never thought i would even play this game (was a chicken). When i played it, it actually became a comedy game. Zombies are funny. They are just like clowns with dirtier clothes,bare foot and smaller nose.

I've learned today that Proton is actually exported overseas. Countries like Australia, New Zealand, UK, Africa, Turkey, Middle East and many more. See, we should be proud of our local products. Until i found out Proton is used mainly as police cars, taxi that is. Well, 50% of the world's taxis are Proton.(false statement).

Does Linkin Park's new song sucks or what? Maybe it's one of those songs that I have to listen everyday to like it. Still gonna buy their album when it comes out anyways. =) btw is called what i've done.

Today was like..tiring. Didn't surprise me because i only slept for 3 hours. No, i didn't stay up all night to watch the o.c. I can say that it's the longest night i've ever experienced, longer than the time in penang last year(which i didnt sleep at all..right ch?) It all started at 2 something. I heard some weird noises. The longer i listen, the more it sounded like someone's voice. No, not a ghost. So, i listen somemore...more..more..sounded like someone next door(neighbour). Hypothetically, i thought that someone behind the walls were having sex. Ouch. So it died off after 10 minutes, which i think it's quite long. Not bad. So okay, it's normal that they need a new generation in their famly tree. Moving on, as i was already taking the train to the astral world, i heard a sound. Instead of someone mating, it was the sound of my aircond "Off". Wtf..no electricity. No electricity= no aircond. No aircond & no fan= HOT & STUFFY. HOT & STUFFY=mosquitoes somehow migrating to my room. Mosquitoes=hell. So, you get the story. From 3.00 to 7.00. At least i smiled at my neighbour while i was leaving house. wanted to ask how was the "journey"but didn't. After all, i already know the answer by looking at their faces. Lol~~~~ Time to sleep~

Wooooo~ I'm so happy! Bought the O.C. season 2 (original) from a store with no name. Well it had no sign board outside the shop. Cost me big bucks but what the heck. It's the best show ever after all, to me. I mean, everyone in this show has good looks. Even the mother~. So I'll be spending my whole time watching the O.C., screw the hws. I'm out~

Today is a day that I would open my good old personal diary and write,

Dear diary,
How are you? Good? Thats great! OH ME?!?! Well I'm fine, thanks for asking. How's your day? Oh nevermind, you are a book. Well my day has been okay. (Check yesterday for what i did today). Well diary, that's all there is to write to you my good old book. Tomorrow I'll write you a another interesting story about my life.
Your beloved friend,
Me.


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I don't have a diary.
Oh, and PLEASE listen to these songs - Imagine Me by Kirk Franklin.
Better Days by Goo Goo Dolls
No Promises by Shane Ward. (an american idol loser)

Thanks.And I would like to wish everyone a GOOD FRIDAY!! and have a good day. =)

How can I ever gain my parent's fucking trust? Whatever i say to them, whatever bloody reason i give, i'll always be fucking guilty. On the other hand, even the most obvious LIES from my brother somehow managed to make my parents believe him. What should i do? What should i do to let the TRUTH fucking get inside their damn thick skulls. Or is it just because i'm the youngest in the family and im have no FUCKING RIGHTS in the family???? I know they love me, no doubt about it. It's just that they love the other one more, that's making me sick. Making me puke. Whatever good things i've done, ignored. Whatever bad things i've done, fucked. When i have a problem or difficulty in life, they will just say "OKAY". My brother? They would risk their lives to help him. I know i'm comparing alot, but what the hell i can't stand it. Other people would just "walk out" of the crib and will be never be heard off again, leaving a broken family. Thank god, i'm not that kinda person. In fact, I vow that i will never fucking leave my family, ever. I love them, no doubt. I just want them to give it back, with equality. I also can't wait to say these words "When are you gonna fucking trust me?" to them. And yes, it'll be the first time i'l be saying vulgar words to them. Im surprised.

Oh, so i did a personality test this morning, and thank GOD im normal. =) K, im out.

Selamat sejahtera. Hari ini saya "feel" hendak menulis blok saya dalam bahasa malaysia. Mengapa? Saya tidak tahu. Kemungkinan besar saya menggunakan bahasa ini adalah kerana bahasa malaysia adalah bahasa rasmi negara dan saya seorang warganegara Malaysia. Saya berasa bangga untuk menjadi seorang orang Malaysia. Sungguh bangga. Hari ini, saya berasa sangat bosan. Tidak buat apa-apa pun. Rasa-rasanya kalau selalu memblok dalam BM saya akan dapat A1 dalam SPM..bergurau sahaja..pasti tidak boleh. Sampai sinilah catatan blok saya pada hari ini.

Sekian,terima kasih.