How can I ever gain my parent's fucking trust? Whatever i say to them, whatever bloody reason i give, i'll always be fucking guilty. On the other hand, even the most obvious LIES from my brother somehow managed to make my parents believe him. What should i do? What should i do to let the TRUTH fucking get inside their damn thick skulls. Or is it just because i'm the youngest in the family and im have no FUCKING RIGHTS in the family???? I know they love me, no doubt about it. It's just that they love the other one more, that's making me sick. Making me puke. Whatever good things i've done, ignored. Whatever bad things i've done, fucked. When i have a problem or difficulty in life, they will just say "OKAY". My brother? They would risk their lives to help him. I know i'm comparing alot, but what the hell i can't stand it. Other people would just "walk out" of the crib and will be never be heard off again, leaving a broken family. Thank god, i'm not that kinda person. In fact, I vow that i will never fucking leave my family, ever. I love them, no doubt. I just want them to give it back, with equality. I also can't wait to say these words "When are you gonna fucking trust me?" to them. And yes, it'll be the first time i'l be saying vulgar words to them. Im surprised.

Oh, so i did a personality test this morning, and thank GOD im normal. =) K, im out.